How I relate to Kes

We both hating the fact that we were growing up and going through unstoppable changes.
Saw ourselves as one of the lads in school.
Both did/still have our tomboy personality (That will never change.)
Both tried having a girly phase, mine didn’t last a day.
Both got into video games, her earlier then I did.
Played many of the same games, Minecraft, Black Ops, and GrandTheftAuto.
Both always played as a guy avatar.
Both questioning.
Both want to be a man.
Love watching movies and fantasizing about being the main male role.
Dress in male clothing (even though it doesn’t matter what you wear, be your own person!) and wanting to look for masculine.
Check our bodies out making sure we look flat chested, I never really had that whole problem with having to flatten myself down mine don’t exist anyway.
Walking and talking like a stereotypical man.
Too scared of the world to talk to anyone who thinks we might just be putting it on.
Wear sports bras.
Could pass as a guy if wanted to.
Fear of rejection.
Came to understand the LGBT + Community later on in life.
Love the thought of going on Testosterone. (Kes always wanted to be the perfect boyfriend and never wanted to hurt Jules.)
Praises Transgenders! (They go through so much and deserve all the help they can get!)
Kes isn’t there real name.
Both see ourselves as not people who don’t take things in if they don’t interest us but if we find something we like then we don’t let it go and go to great lengths to find out all we can about it.

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